tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86841742011-04-21T16:05:30.920-07:00Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.comBlogger661100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-74130674265437461702008-03-11T23:28:00.000-07:002008-03-12T00:05:38.660-07:00

I feel horrid. My throat feels roughly as if I've attempted to swallow half a dozen razor blades. If I speak it's at a whisper. I've downed about 4 lbs. of cough drops, giving me heartburn and making my stomach sick to boot. When I manage to swallow, I’m pretty sure I’m drinking my own blood.There is no amount of honey imbued lemon tea or disgusting hot salty water that brings me relief. I've

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-58042925072573487422008-02-19T19:26:00.000-08:002008-02-19T21:51:01.693-08:00

Damn the amount of crap one has to go through to use the "new" blogger. 3 Emails 2 pages and one reset password later I finally gained access. I'll probably forget the password by tomorrow though and have to do it all again.In other news, "J" surprised me with a trip for valentines day. We had a great weekend on the coast. A beautiful view from our little apartment on the beach AND got to go up

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1170389797642290962007-02-01T19:50:00.000-08:002008-02-21T15:33:55.961-08:00

I've got an internet connection again. Rather, I got a rangebooster for my laptop so i'm kind of stealing the connection but whatever, tomato/tomawto. Even so i've been under a pretty heavy work load at school so I haven't had much time for internetty type stuff. The irony, a major in programming and I don't have time to be on the comp. I'm supposed to be studying for a test in calculus right now

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1160079385688466692006-10-05T13:12:00.000-07:002008-02-21T15:34:31.376-08:00

I'm sitting in school where i'm supposed to be paying attention, but i'm not. I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Because, I just had to check out the ex's myspace even though whenever I do, it makes me physically sick. It's like, I need to check to SEE if i'll still get sick and this time, there was a pic of him on there with his new gf, it is taking all I have right now to keep down

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-37602956797782931882006-08-12T15:19:00.000-07:002008-02-21T15:33:19.506-08:00

*WARNING* much cursing and incredibly un-pc behavior.The Friday night music show, Hard Times had an all Rammstein episode. I've heard Rammstein before, briefly since I tend to turn the dial not being a big fan of any metal band, German or otherwise.. I hadn't actually seen any of their videos until now and I was not surprised to find they were almost as ugly as they sound. But anyway.....I don't

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1155418427034878992006-08-12T14:33:00.000-07:002008-02-21T15:35:27.934-08:00

I was attempting to stop procrastinating on my homework when behind me I heard Jay Leno on the tube announcing the nights band was "30 Seconds to Mars" fronted by Jared Leto. I thought, 'Oh god another actor who thinks he's a rock star',,,, Surprisingly my sarcasm samurai, already spinning and ready to do some systematic slicing were quickly re-sheathed. The band was not bad at all.Furthermore, I

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1153268700220292112006-07-18T17:22:00.000-07:002006-07-18T17:27:42.536-07:00

This is officially the best blog post i've ever seen on the subject. A must read for the terminally sarcastic.Clickyhope that link works, it's brilliant.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1152566734709213342006-07-10T14:16:00.000-07:002006-07-10T14:40:47.586-07:00

You know how sometimes you have those weeks where just everything in life goes completely, dramatically, and inextricably WRONG? The latest in a long list of ridiculously crappy happenings, "crappenings" if you will..I went to open my car door and the door handle broke off in my hand. Mrrphfff was the sound I made as I stared at it in jaw clenched disbelief.Now, I will have to roll down my window

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1151447929515526682006-06-27T15:13:00.000-07:002006-06-27T15:44:56.360-07:00

I moved out of Louisiana to get away from the heat; well and that whole creepy religous nutjob thing but mostly the heat, and now I am suffering yet again in 97 degrees. The scary thing is, it's really not feeling that bad to me. I'm assuming due to the lack of 100% humidity I would have experienced in La. But still, i'm a little cranky about it.It's been about 8 months since the move and I had

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1148065553012541262006-05-19T12:04:00.000-07:002006-05-19T12:12:21.816-07:00

the great ACHILLES! Dun da da dun! He is bold, he is mighty, all bow before his 2048MB of DDR Memory! 128 Dedicated and... well he's just cool.Yes I have named my computer. No I am not ashamed.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1147799624363656842006-05-16T10:13:00.000-07:002006-05-16T10:13:44.363-07:00

Almost out of hibernation. Damn it took me a long time to remember my password.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1129764507618634922005-10-19T16:23:00.000-07:002005-10-19T16:28:27.620-07:00

Having a great time in Oregon. The area is beautiful, the weather is perfect and best of all Eugene is a town run entirely by teenagers or adults who act like them. It is literally Neverland. Yes there are pirates, in fact my neighborhood flies it's own pirate flag!I'm currently writing from the library and getting ready to apply for a job here after which i'm heading out to get the rest of my

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1126926673538001692005-09-16T20:04:00.000-07:002005-09-16T21:59:24.616-07:00

I'll be on the road tomorrow morning and should make it to California in 2 days or so. I'll be visiting my grandparents for a few days and then it's up to Oregon! So until then, be well and I hope I see you all when I have internet access again. Probably won't be too long since I have panic attacks and tear at my hair when i'm not able to log on.xoxoAlexP.S. Just a suggestion, If you love kwah

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1126819904970037882005-09-15T14:07:00.000-07:002005-09-15T15:02:08.853-07:00

Well the lack of posting was due to getting my mothers house in move-in condition and the back house to rental condition so I can get the hell out of this holy rolling steam blowing shit pit and get to Oregon. I go either tomorrow morning or saturday morning. Probably saturday because im pretty tired and need a rest. For the last month or so I've been working 9 to 10 hours a day 6 to 7 days a

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1126706994330428832005-09-14T06:52:00.000-07:002005-09-14T07:31:18.783-07:00

My ex decided to write me after 8 months of not speaking. I was dumb enough to reply and he is ignoring me again. Will someone please explain to me why? What is the point? And why do I continue to let him hurt me?Alex, Before you even start reading this, I want you to know that you do not need to write back. I'm not doing this for a response.... I just wanted to say that I know what I've done to

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1125721391627215102005-09-02T21:08:00.000-07:002005-09-02T21:23:11.633-07:00

Since things have been so serious lately I thought i'd add a little levity and give people something to laugh about....I'm very serious.But seem to be happier with 70's hair. Tomorrow i'll post some photos of what i've been doing all this time. I'm tired and I need someone to rub my feet.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1125600932808920542005-09-01T11:38:00.000-07:002005-09-01T11:58:07.016-07:00

WTF? 3 Days these people have been wading around without food or fresh water. Where the hell is all the federal aid? Where is the military? Where are the celebrity fund raisers? Why the f*k isn't Brad and Angelina on TV gathering help for OUR country? Aren't they exotic enough? Or maybe that's part of the problem.I can't tell you how many people are wandering around MY city not knowing what to do

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1122489878587273322005-07-27T11:42:00.000-07:002005-07-27T11:44:59.723-07:00

Sorry to anyone who cares.., I've suddenly had a lot to take care of. I'll be back when I can.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1120752764954707572005-07-07T09:10:00.000-07:002005-07-07T09:12:44.960-07:00

My heart goes out to you and my thoughts are with you. I'm sure all of americas thoughts and prayers are for the victims and their families right now. I do hope they catch those responsible quickly.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1120592813870313762005-07-05T12:01:00.000-07:002005-07-05T14:21:55.633-07:00

Luckily I could steal this questionare from Larry. Thanks Larry. :)Name: AlexNickname: Lizard, Nurse Porn (NOT for the reason you think)Astrological sign: ScorpioAge: 32Height: 5'9"Weight: I'll tell you when I get down to 118 againOccupation: GypsyBirthplace: Brooklyn, New YorkHow many children: None Do you drink (alcohol): Only occasionally and only to get drunk, stuff tastes terrible why drink

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1120241662891792892005-07-01T10:54:00.000-07:002005-07-01T11:31:08.850-07:00

I've been looking at roomate wanted sites for the move to Oregon. I figured sharing space will make the transition and going back to school much easier. These are some of the actual adverts. Hmmmm decisions decisions...$215 - radical, vegan /veggie, queer / trans friendly, animal lovin'....... We are a collective household, made up of 2 womyn,3 guys, 2 dogs and 2 cats. we are looking for another

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But I've been busy OK? Mom finally bought a house so I've been helping her out with the particulars there. She wants all sorts of work done including putting wood floors (floating, thanks be to the gods) throughout, which I'm expected to do. She also has a backyard cottage that she wants made over. Most of last weekend was spent at Home Depot and Lowes deciding on what all she needed. So for the

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It seems yet another innocent has been sucked into the behemothic blog vortex. I've "known" Paul a long time now, in fact he's the totally inappropriate love of my life, (*sigh* so many missed opportunities) being both far too young and far to attached. Anyway, I know that his writings will be of interest to anyone who might enjoy the stories of an impetuous english youth's abuse of alcohol and

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I've been kind of distracted lately with the business of moving. Trying to figure out what needs to go and what should stay in storage. I guess I am a little saddened to think of leaving though I didn't believe I would be. In summers most of my mornings are spent scrambling to finish whatever needs to be done in order to quickly escape into air conditioned comfort for the rest of the day. But

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1117827080413609032005-06-03T12:12:00.000-07:002005-06-03T12:31:20.430-07:00

So I've read through the grapevine that through the copper scroll, Vendyl Jones, (yes "Dr. Jones") thinks he has finally deciphered the location to the ever elusive ark of the covenant. He plans on going to the location and digging a hole large enough to lower a camera in and broadcast the event live to the world as it happens.Anyone who knows me or has read through my journal knows that my lifes

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1114633315520626142005-04-27T13:00:00.000-07:002005-04-27T17:14:16.200-07:00

I know I haven't posted lately but I wasn't feeling too talky and didn't have much to say. I'm not a talkative person anyway. This is pretty much my biggest outlet except for the phone. In day to day 'real life' I don't talk much at all. I prefer not to babble just to hear my own voice. I know I know, I'm an anomaly to my gender.But that is true of a lot of things about me. Most women couldn't

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1113857899905637222005-04-18T13:54:00.000-07:002005-04-18T15:20:21.333-07:00

I've come to the realization that when it comes to men I have a definite 'type'. If they look anything like this...Or This...Or, heaven help me...And most especially like this... (seeing the pattern yet?) Look this fabulous wet...Have the worlds best placed Tattoo...And I'd marry you for your mother...You wouldn't even have to buy me dinner.But am I ever so lucky to attract anything like the eye

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1113626866346783572005-04-15T21:45:00.000-07:002005-04-16T08:47:47.646-07:00

I am 77% Punk Rock.I am PUNK AS FUCK! The model punk. I care not for anything. I kick ass, but probably smell really bad.Take thePunk Rock Test@ FualiDotComPunk like GG Allin no less. Speaking of which, you may have noticed the new background Jello Biafra v.1.0 which still needs major improving and will probably change before long. If you don't know who Jello is, you're not punk at all.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1113415527254327702005-04-13T08:44:00.000-07:002005-04-13T11:32:22.430-07:00

Making a new post because I got tired of scrolling down and hey, it's my blog and I'll do what I want to.Terry said... I think you can't figure out what guys want because all guys are different. Since they are all unique and different themselves then there's no way they'd all want the exact same type of girl. Same way with girls.Terry- Yes, I know everyone is different, that's a given. And I know

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1112893079260625222005-04-07T07:48:00.000-07:002005-04-08T20:26:17.313-07:00

The other day Kris left me this note..."You might dig nice guys, but they still finish last. How many have you dumped vs. how many have dumped you? I am firmly convinced of this. If you REALLY like nice guys, you are the exception. Most women like to think that, but really don't. Generally, the guys that are the most successful with relationships are ugly assholes with large penii."Kris, I

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1112722215149606812005-04-05T09:53:00.000-07:002005-04-05T10:30:15.150-07:00

Ok so I found out my most recent dating mistake had ads all over the internet on every f*ck/date/hot or not site imaginable. Will someone please tell me why men bother to lie? There ARE some women out there that DO prefer to hear the truth. I would much rather hear something like "Why don't we date casually for a while and see what happens?" rather than "I want someone I can be with forever."

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1112283229133461672005-03-31T07:31:00.000-08:002005-03-31T07:33:49.133-08:00

This is interesting and a little disturbing...The Dead Letter Office

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1111164201192844122005-03-18T08:42:00.000-08:002005-03-18T09:28:44.416-08:00

I'm finally going to houston this weekend to get the rest of my things from the ex's house.I think it's been a year almost to the day since we broke up and after all this time at least once during every day it hits me hard and washes over me like a cold bucket of water. Seven years I had this person in my life and we'll never speak to each other again. For at least four of those years he was my

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1111004613174483192005-03-16T12:21:00.000-08:002005-03-16T12:34:34.560-08:00

Chuck E' Cheese. Did I ever mention I was the Rat? Yeah when I was 19, I was the rat.No one knows what a job in the 7th circle of Hell truly is until they've been beat down and kicked by 20 some odd birthday bashing, sugar high, grade schoolers, whilst sweating in a giant fiberglass rat costume that has every sweltering, claustrophobic intake of breath reek with the gritty muck of a thousand

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1110918189370638312005-03-15T12:05:00.000-08:002005-03-15T12:23:09.373-08:00

Hooray for this, Kinda! OSCAR winning director Peter Jackson says it will be at least three years before he shoots The Lord of the Rings prequel, The Hobbit. Oh dear Peter I adored you for Dead Alive/Braindead but LOTR made you the fat, furry totem of my idolatry. Bless your chubby little heart.I can feel my fellow nerds heave a collective sigh of anticipation and relief with me. Far off but it

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1110642295234346292005-03-12T07:22:00.000-08:002005-03-12T08:21:53.366-08:00

Last night I had a dream with both David Bowie AND Ricardo Montalban. Bowie was in his ziggy, glam phase and everything. I still slept bad. You'd think between those two I could have one small wish granted. A good nights sleep with non disturbing dreams.Hell, between those two, I should have been on an island paradise with gorgeous men in loincloths bearing drinks,... Henson puppets all around

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1110413451740835692005-03-09T16:10:00.000-08:002005-03-09T16:13:28.033-08:00

1 hour to LOST, that will make me feel better. =P Don't give me attitude you all have your vices too.

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1110407603838715532005-03-09T14:32:00.000-08:002005-03-09T14:33:23.840-08:00

I'm depressed today. In fact i've sunk so low that I actually ate food from the gas station kitchen. When I went to get smokes I got a corn dog and some cajun fried tater wedges. The wedges were brilliant and well worth the stomache ache i'll likely have later, the corn dog...not so much. I figured it wouldn't be actual beef but I think I may have ate something human....Note to self for the

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1110041397749813982005-03-05T08:34:00.000-08:002005-03-05T08:49:57.750-08:00

I've been neglecting the blog. Had a lot going on this week though. My mom was selling her store. For a while she had an ice cream concession which was really cute because it was shaped like a giant ice cream cone. :) Unfortunately the clique-y townsfolk around here really hate any new business starting in town because they are narrow minded, frightened little pricks. And even though there was

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1109017054649906682005-02-21T12:17:00.000-08:002005-02-21T12:17:34.653-08:00

Yeah i've been letting this go lately, mostly cause I couldn't be bothered this week. Also because my rockin friend mailed me photoshop and I've been so busy getting re-aquainted with my beloved program that I haven't wanted to do much else. Said friend will have a shrine built in his honor which will forever be be knelt at and given offerings of sage, milk and double chocolate donuts.Meanwhile,

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107847871617799632005-02-07T22:43:00.000-08:002005-02-09T10:57:37.626-08:00

This weeks Monday man, (yeah yeah .. shut up about it), is bloggers very own STEVEN. What, wait he's not a celebrity!? Yeah, but he very well could be one day so i'm going to get the jump on things so when he is rich and famous he'll fly me in his private jet to ...well wherever the rich and famous vacation these days. Steven is pursuing the acting thing but he has a degree in Graphic Design so

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107793385978035602005-02-07T08:13:00.000-08:002005-02-07T08:23:05.976-08:00

Ok there is just a teeny tiny bit of what some very sensitive types might consider inap..oh who cares about being diplomatic, if you whine a lot, skip on to the next blog. True's Questions; 1) Who is the one person in your life that you have loved the most? Well there is a very dear friend of mine that I've known since we were 13 and 14 respectively. We've gone through a lot together over

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107777358259677202005-02-07T03:04:00.000-08:002005-02-07T04:40:59.550-08:00

On Saturday I managed to get to the Mardi Gras parade we have in our little town here. For those not in the know, the really quick version is that Mardi Gras is a festival based on Lupercalia and Carnival. When they took over, the Roman church decided to incorporate the pagan holiday rather than try to abolish it. Then the French ripped off the Italians and eventually brought it to New Orleans. *

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107680658843234412005-02-06T01:51:00.000-08:002005-02-06T01:04:18.843-08:00

Ok this comes from True's blog, so ima give it a shot. =P It is a MUST that you do this! Ask me four questions. Any four, no matter how personal, private or random. I will answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn, you post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. So ask away. P.S. I just had to add this, Shamus O'Drunkahan

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I am getting mucho dinero back from the IRS. Whoo hooo. I am sending out my forms Monday, hopefully that will be early enough to get the money quickly. I could really use it since I STILL have stuff to get in Houston and that's going to require at least 300$ for the Uhaul. The ex is not making things easy. Blah. But I will still have plenty left over for the move and that is rocking my socks

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107632401118577842005-02-05T11:27:00.000-08:002005-02-05T11:40:01.120-08:00

There are very few things that I'm girly about but the major example is shoes. I collect shoes like Carrie Bradshaw only I don't have strappy sandals and high heeled boots, but tons and tons of sneakers most of which are Vans. Vans were started in the mid 60's in Southern California (where I grew up!). By the mid 70's they started developing the shoes specifically for skateboarders. They

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107343026515917202005-02-02T01:18:00.000-08:002005-02-02T03:17:06.516-08:00

I would leave it at that but you'd likely get all huffy and bluster about how simple minded profanity insults are. Not that it matters, but I don't care to share my every personal thought with strangers. Since you can't be bothered to so much as respond when IM'd, I can't figure out why this bothers you enough to take the time to leave sarcastic comments. Besides, no matter what I write lately

Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16241302941941425752noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8684174.post-1107279112623826182005-02-01T09:00:00.000-08:002005-02-01T09:42:27.970-08:00

Yeah yeah it's a day late but it's worth the wait. This weeks eye candy is Viggo Mortensen. Because... he's fricken beautiful people what more do you need!? But aside from the fact that you want him even when he's dirty, he is also a successful poet, a painter and devoted father. Viggo at first refused the role of Aragorn because he didn't want to be away from his son so long but the boy was

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Have you ever felt overwhelming love for an imperfect person for reasons no one else could understand? Have you ever looked at that someone with all of their imperfections until all of those imperfections combined to make something so unbelievably beautiful you couldn't look at it without getting that swelling feeling in your throat and your eyes tearing and your heart breaking over and over

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Yeah it's been ages since I "blogged". I just haven't had too much to say and i've been kind of irritated with the whole computer jinx thing I seem to have going. Oh and i've seriously cut back my smoking which has me even more irritated. So I just haven't been my usually chipper self all around. Luckily there is Peanut Butter Ice Cream and a good friend to ease the aches and pains of every day

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My computer is broken. It's off to the land of NerdyFixit for repairs and I likely won't have it back for a long time. They tell you a week but we all know it's more like 6. Anyway, i'm currently having to use a library computer so suffice it to say this will be the last entry for a while. Gah, I hope 05' gets better FAST. Hope everyone else's year is better so far.

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I guess i've been having kind of a bad week so I haven't really had too much to say. But I hope everyone has a really nice holiday and you all get the gifts that you want and also that you get to have whatever makes you happiest in the new year. Merry Christmas Everyone.

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Little bit of a layout change going on here. Yes there is cheesy music, it's just until xmas so deal with it! If it really bugs you then once the background loads hit the stop button. Easy enough. Things might look a little wacky for a while since i'm still tweeking. :)

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Well it's happened, like a lonely vampire i've managed to suck another human down into the black pits of blogspot. Meet my very bestest good friend Steven go to his blog and comment regularly cause he is a good person and really quite fascinating even though it seems he has some sort of mental glitch that makes him like me despite all my shortcomings. So go see him! On another note, I hadn't

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Lance asked an interesting question when he wanted to know what makes us different from anyone else. I'm not sure there is such a thing. I mean, no matter how unique or strange a person is, there is always someone in the great wide world who has the same trait. I'm strange, nerdy and very eccentric. All those things I mostly hid when I was younger but at this point I don't care because as an

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I don't know why but I was just remembering a woman I once saw. I had gone out to eat breakfast with my mom and my now ex fiance. While we were waiting for our food another party being seated walked past. Among the group was this amazing woman. She stood tall, dressed in a fancy long purple coat with fuzzy collar and a large brimmed purple hat with big white feathers bordering the top. She also

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I got the midnight munchies sooooooo bad and there is zero junk food in my house. What's worse is that I'm trying not to smoke. I would gladly give a pinky toe for a peanut butter cup right now. *Makes grabby hands* Ugh what causes this?

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Just wanted to give a big fat happy shout out to our friend Lance since Chanukkah begins today! I wish they'd pick a spelling for it already, I mean is it a C is it an H? One K, two K's is there an A or an H on the end or what??? And for anyone who's curious to know, I found a small synopsis of what it's all about. So everyone can learn a little something too. "Hanukkah, the "Festival of Lights

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Why won't my recent post count update on my profile? Will someone please tell me? Any ideas. It's small and stupid but it's driving me batshit.

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Not much new today. I had started an epic essay on the things that make me different (ie. weird). Inspired by Lance of course. But it got to be so long that I need to either break it down into separate entries or weed out a lot of things. It's amazing how easy it is to talk about your own weirdness. Anyway that entry is going to have to wait for a later time. An old friend from back home is

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I'm pretty down today but I don't want to write about that. Suffice it to say that love is confusing, especially when you want the kind that people write novels about and nothing less will do. I was thinking though of a story my grandfather related to me over the Thanksgiving holiday. But first i'll say, my grandparents are getting on in years, both in their 80's now but my grandad still treats

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Ugh.. I wrote out a whole huge post and this effin thing wouldn't save. I'm not re-writing it all. Ok sum up..big dinner, large italian family, lots of fighting. Oh and I now must insist on being referred to as Mrs. Margera. Bam is so damn hot. A little like Ewan Mcgregor without the whiney feminine aftertaste. He will be mine..oh yes he will be mine.

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Well, not a whole lot to say today. Got a few nice things for my birthday. I was really excited when I got a L.A.M.B. bag, been wanting that for months now, whoo hoo! Also got some Victorias Secret undies and a little bit of cold hard cash. My mommy took me out for the day as well although we ended up blowing a tire on the interstate and sitting there for about 3 hours. After that we went to

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I'm turning 32 on sunday and it's making me miserable. It feels so ooolllddd. I guess I kinda figured that after I hit 30 it wouldn't feel as bad because what's the difference? 30, 32, 38, it's all old. Well at least too old for responsible adult people to be out partying with friends and whatnot. Good little 30 somethings are renovating their homes and changing poopy diapers. I don't feel

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Silly pics of me snuck with the ex's web cam, whilst he was at work.I so shouldn't post this one. I know it will come back to bite me.I hope that works. Unfortunately they are unedited and unresized. He's got about a billion ways to take a picture on this thing and not a single program to edit. I miss photoshop, I hate being grainy with long load times.P.S. Olaf gives good eyebrow

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Well now that I'm here I'm drawing a blank. Big shock. That happens to me just about every time I try to write anything, birthday cards, notes, emails etc. But if I do make an entry it's a good bet I'm procrastinating about something. Tonight it's cleaning my bathroom. I have a good excuse, I promise. I've become afraid of my bathroom. In the last few days I've not been able to step accross the

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